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Something Less Than Alone

by Emma Guzman

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1.
Blue October 03:06
I'll have a blue October Days by the creek long over Well could you swim when it's colder? Drift upstream forever The gentle breath of the evening Through golden corn stalks weaving The winter sky will have its grieving So Autumn days are laced with stardust I hung my head like a wilted rose I walked for miles in another man's clothes The room was still when I awoke The moon was full when we last spoke I've stood my ground long enough To feel the earth shaking And I cannot keep your eyes dry But I can feel their aching I'll have a blue October Days by the creek long over Well could you swim when it's colder? Lay face down and shiver
2.
Moving Along 02:56
I went home first to visit and later to die With no blood to fill in the space She laughed but the wind brought a tear to her eye Said what's death got to do with a suitcase? There's words for the winter and songs for the spring Letters to burn and burdens to bring But nothing compares to the lingering sting Of moving along She crept toward the station with smoke on her breath And the hounds did bellow and moan The salt of her sweat on the tip of my tongue Gave me strength to pack up and go There's words for the winter and songs for the spring Letters to burn and burdens to bring But nothing compares to the lingering sting Of moving along We've all done our time here We've all proclaimed our sins We've all had our hearts ripped into Pretty little shreds They found my bones in the old junkyard She was poised with her cold rifle cocked It takes more than distance to bury the dead More than water to wash away rot There's words for the winter and songs for the spring Letters to burn and burdens to bring But nothing compares to the lingering sting Of moving along
3.
Helen 04:38
Helen danced around the diner Asked me if I'd like some cream I said no, I'll take my coffee black this morning Cause she was pretty, and I wanted to make an impression Old men laughing across their decaf Pouring ketchup on their eggs Helen watching with her chin cupped in her hands And she was smiling, 'cause she'd never seen that before Then I wake up, walking down that lonely road again At night I'm dreaming of Helen with her head in her hands I hear the train call out in the distance Smell the smoke coming through the kitchen Flies are buzzing under yellow heat lamp light Am crazy, for wishing I was free like that? Then I wake up, walking down that lonely road again At night I'm dreaming of Helen with her head in her hands Tabasco lines the shelves like trinkets Helen's humming to the radio The sun drips in like marmalade and honey Breathing in, I've never taken life so slow Then I wake up, walking down that lonely road again At night I'm dreaming of Helen with her head in her hands One last glance across the galley It's the little things I'll miss the most I kiss the lipstick on my coffee cup farewell I came for breakfast, I left with Helen's ghost
4.
Love Bites 03:44
You made fresh blueberry jam And I made a wreck of myself Your tears feel like the blood on my hands You called me Lady Macbeth Your nightmares hang like shrunken heads Over this rotting bed I spent three days making dream catchers 'Cause you brought me back from the dead I told you a joke through the phone You laughed like it was your own It struck a chord I didn't know I had within me I stop to tell the neighborhood cats What’s going on inside They never say much they just blink back With their all-knowing full moon eyes I’m not one to follow wise words You can get out before things get worse You struck a chord I didn’t know I had within me I took a breath to choke out a word You smiled and showed me your wrath I've been giving you love bites But I'm the one bleeding to death
5.
Today 03:47
Give me something Worth the speaking Worth the bleeding And the dirt I've kicked up Tell the truth and Send me reeling Mend me softly Or leave it to rot Render flesh with grisly dog teeth Limb from limb take it all away Just feed me spoonfuls of your laughter Say to me you're here today Early morning Grinding coffee They earn their grit Or gnaw their bones Birds have wings and Snakes have venom Seek out freedom Stick to what you know They'll dig for gold in your eyes and your arms Take their pick and cast you aside Just feed me spoonfuls of your laughter And take me along for the ride I know you can't Make a promise At the price of uncertainty You'll make your living Mourn your dreaming Stare the world down Never let things be They'll learn your name and drag it around 'Til it's dirty, hard and worn Just feed me spoonfuls of your laughter Meet me in the eye of the storm I can't stand by and watch you shed a tear Sitting by a window wishing you were here I'd rip my hair out strand by strand I'd walk the desert, bring back every grain of sand I'd do anything I can For you
6.
Bullfrog 04:28
I am the bullfrog that beckons you close Closer to the river so still Still until you fall right in it Fall until you've had your fill But don't fall into me I'm much less forgiving Than the coldest waters Than the life you've been living Don't fall into me I'll spit you back up It boils down to bitter luck I am the old woman in beggar's clothes Clothes that stick right to the flesh Flesh so tough you'd need a hammer A hammer to break through to my soul But don't bang on my door For it will not open It ain't warm inside And the windows are broken Don't bang on my door I'll shoot you right down The road is much kinder than sticking around I am the bell on the hat of the fool A fool with eyes that shine like gold Gold to spin and gold to gamble A gamble to feel something less than alone But don't bet on me The seat will stay empty The sun will rise And the price will be heavy Don't bet on me I'll never be true The line is drawn so I'll step through The line is drawn and I'm stepping through
7.
Bones 03:43
Right at the bottom of your pearl-studded clutch There's a hand with claws You treat with dirty gauze He gropes for your fingers when you reach inside You keep your stride real tight Drag your feet out of spite You're spent and sold, your skin's inside your bones Kissing all your woes goodnight under the streetlights I loved you in the limelight But now you're rolling home Inside empty bottles you keep in the sink Spiders live and die You feed them apple pie. Squeezing produce at the market with your feeble hands You eye the scrapes and bruises While your baby schmoozes You're spent and sold, your skin's inside your bones Kissing all your woes goodnight under the streetlights I loved you in the limelight But now you're rolling home Only greasy blood congeals You're chewing on lemon peels Scraping on by the will of your pawns Your river's rising slowly, better learn how to swim You're running out of plots And your chances are slim You're spent and sold, your skin's inside your bones Kissing all your woes goodnight under the streetlights I loved you in the limelight But now you're rolling home Your evil ways are brought to justice Your love for him is worse than capital punishment He's slipping through the tipsy congregations And you're stuck to the walls, to the walls You're spent and sold, your skin's inside your bones Kissing all your woes goodnight under the streetlights I loved you in the limelight But now you're rolling home
8.
Hemingway 04:14
I'm sick to death of Hemingway My hills are not white elephants They're stones and I don't know which way to roll them yet So I watch my breath drift across the cold April moonlight With nowhere to run I'll try my hand at hiding in plain sight When's the last time you've seen someone With their eyes wide open anyway We're lost with our lines laid straight My two headed girl Falls around me like stardust I'll sweep it up and swallow my pride And if lady luck is still on my side it might go down easy But nothing's been harder than watching her go With nowhere to run I'll try my hand at hiding in plain sight When's the last time you've seen someone With their eyes wide open anyway We're lost with our lines laid straight Oh, and I love you now The best way I know how Breathless and shaking So, tell me, are you there Did you creep out the door Just to leave me here waiting With nowhere to run I'll try my hand at hiding in plain sight When's the last time you've seen someone With their eyes wide open anyway We're lost with our lines laid straight I hesitate to blow out the candles There's something so macabre about sealing the year with a wish of mine You take off my blindfold And I've pinned the tail so far away from home
9.
Flood 03:36
He thinks I look like my mother I've been spitting up blood Loosen up at the collar Slipping you my bottom dollar There's something to give and to keep A lion that's been running with sheep Is i️t really the bush that's being beat? Is i️t really the bush that's being beat? Show me nothing but teeth Fighting back the ghosts you keep Behind slanted eyes I'll trade you yours for mine There's something to give and to keep A lion that's been running with sheep Is i️t really the bush that's being beat? Is i️t really the bush that's being beat? Today's the day and so's tomorrow A penny earned's a penny borrowed Hide behind your lilac sorrow She's gone, she's here, she's there There's something to give and to keep A lion that's been running with sheep Is i️t really the bush that's being beat? Is i️t really the bush that's being beat? I close my eyes for a second I'm asleep Oh, the things I want you to be able to see He thinks i look like my mother I've been spitting up blood You're peeling off my plastic patches And I can taste the flood
10.
Home 03:44
n our house coffee drips before the dew I ruffle my feathers and wait up for you Fog hangs around thick like grandmother's stew We eat from an old copper spoon Colors of home The sun sends her shadows to tickle the town I spent all my years chasing them down Then I heard singing and followed the sound We bathe in the sweat from her brow Colors of home I trace over marks of our heights on the wall When she learned to walk and I learned to fall I patch up my scrapes and I come when I'm called Remember what started it all Colors of home Let's dance in the silence and smile to the crowds Laugh in the dark with the hands we've found Backs to the wall and eyes to the clouds I love you like the sky loves the ground Colors of home The day will come when we strip these bricks bare But ghosts of the years linger on in the air You can take everything but the heart is yet spared A home keeps the stories it wears

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released June 17, 2022

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Emma Guzman Detroit, Michigan

Singer-songwriter Emma Guzman, known cat enthusiast, rumored star child and compelled by unknown forces, has always felt the need to express herself through music. Choosing to spend her time humming melodies and frantically scribbling lyrics in various notebooks and on random scraps of paper, she has quietly amassed a substantial collection of songs. ... more

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